I just feel so discouraged. Like, yeah our showjumping is going really well, but I really wanted to focus on eventing and move up through Novice and into Training this season. And I tried to talk to Brooke today about how I don’t know what to do because I’m not getting there on Gypsy and I want to just catch ride horses who aren’t going to certain shows instead. But Brooke is super busy and people just kept interrupting with other stuff or she’d have to do something. So I didn’t get a chance to actually talk to her. I guess I can wait until my lesson Thursday.